Excuse Me If I Am Not Sorry
It used to be only when my world was grey that I didn’t know what to say
It used to be overly fractal until I realized it had become emotionally horizontal
I used to say I wish I would never grow old that I would never grow bold but really I didn’t really care about what was going to unfold
Even when the rain took you to the pain train it was obvious I did not give a shit about what was going on in your brain
You talked about happiness I vaguely answered emptiness, you proposed a hope fest and I came up with an empty nest as my absolute best
I used to think about anger with sheer terror but long ago I had begun to be unimpressed by your torpor
It should have not brought a big frown to see you down to see you perform like a clown
What f I had refused to sign up for your mission, what If I had not given a toss about your fake compassion
I hated being surrounded by your clique and remained defeated by your dishonesty so conveniently pathetic
What If I had said this was pure fiction, would you have stopped to look for an hypothetical accentuation
What were the people going to say there was a mention, perhaps many would came to see a tormented prey in a fab mansion
Excuse if I am not sorry that I was so glad to no longer be part of your story
Excuse me if I am not sorry for having spoiled your sordid party
Excuse me If I am not sorry for saying it to your face
From your existence without a trace
Disappearing I could not wait
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Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #23
thanks CityVP \ud83d\udc1d Manjit this is a very comprehensive comment and I am glad you took time to lay out your thoughts about the You and I 🧐
CityVP Manjit
5 years ago #22
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #21
ah thanks for that one Sir Paul Walters 🙏
Ken Boddie
5 years ago #20
Funny that you guys should bring up boomerangs. I was playing with one the other day and couldn't quite remember how to get it to come back. Then, suddenly, it hit me. 👳♂️
Paul Walters
5 years ago #19
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #18
Indeed the funny thing is I was working on two other pieces for January and this one came up as a boomerang in less than two hours I guess it was long time coming Praveen Raj Gullepalli :-)
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #17
indeed John toxicity under the disguise of victim hood is a tricky one to debunk and nobody really get out unhurt generally the optics are sometimes misleading 🤔
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #16
ah Jim as chaotic and imperfect is this piece it seems I have some how managed to convey what I had in mind thanks for sharing your thought(s) process and I hope you will find a way out 🤔
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #15
ah uncle Ken don’t worry c est la vie ☝️
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #14
fairly true Franci\ud83d\udc1dEugenia Hoffman, beBee Brand Ambassador fairly true.......🤔
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #13
ah thanks for spending your valuable time on that one then Debasish Majumder
Debasish Majumder
5 years ago #12
Jim Murray
5 years ago #11
John Rylance
5 years ago #10
Ken Boddie
5 years ago #9
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #8
a candle how lovely 😊 I don't blame you about reading it a few times I am still not sure what I meant 😉
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #7
indeed Doc need to get rid of the baggage in order to turn the page not god to carry the upsets in any respect ☝️😉
Neil Smith
5 years ago #6
Neil Smith
5 years ago #5
Ian Weinberg
5 years ago #4
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #3
cheers Jerry don’t worry about the words an acknowledgment in itself speaks volume 😉🙏
Jerry Fletcher
5 years ago #2
Pascal Derrien
5 years ago #1
ah thanks Kim Wheeler as they say based on a true story from a long time ago with some current behavioural sprinkles directly inspired from some gals and boys I have observed in the last few weeks :-)