Pascal Derrien en Bee Stories In English, Lifestyle, beBee in English Chief Executive Officer • Talent Cloud Media Hace 5 d · 1 min de lectura · 2,3K

Quarter Past Ten

Quarter Past Ten


Not even quarter past ten and all the hopes of becoming a mother hen have been ditched alongside with the surgeon pen.

They talk about over usage, I hear the word damage but I don't listen anymore so finally from the discussion the best is to disengage. All I wanted was to be part of a pilgrimage where your life would not be a blurry image.  

I am told that of my emotions I need to regain control. That for my own good I need to be stronger at managing my soul. I find it strange to hear that a few things in my life I will have to rearrange. I hear someone say that finally there will be no need to paint that room in full orange.

I don't understand and I am tired. Why around me are all those machines wired. I need to rest, they say it is for the best. I need to sleep because of the pain so steep. Maybe a few hopes I need to keep but it seems to me it would be better to behave like a sheep.

I tried to distract myself with the surroundings for a while, but loss is a word so vile. I feel like a well with no water maybe that's why I can barely feel the room temperature.

Compression hurts and so is my comprehension when they mention a surgical correction of action. It sounds so cliché but I don't care what they say, I hate compassion in slow motion.

Why do they all wear a stethoscope when life is out of scope ? Do I need to speak to the pope. Will he give me a rope. Hello my name is Carmen. Amen. Nice to meet you, how do you do?

Its gonna be alright, this is not the blight, fuck no I know I am no potato . No I don't react with anger, do you know what it is to experience a sheer terror about what will hold the future.  

Tell me what would you do if you were thrown over a precipice, what would you say if you were victim of a miscarriage of justice.

Leave me alone with your best wishes that you throw at me like a stone. 

It's not easy to admit but what would I give to become an hermit. 



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Pascal Derrien Hace 3 d · #23

#22 many thanks @Franci🐝Eugenia Hoffman, beBee Brand Ambassador always good to hear your precious thoughts 😀

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Interesting tale and great writing style. To the point and impactful.

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Pascal Derrien Hace 4 d · #21

#20 thanks @Chris 🐝R Guest had not thought about that one but very true , kool live video too :-)

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Chris 🐝R Guest Hace 5 d · #20

Thanks @Pascal Derrien. The title grabbed me - I saw a clock on the wall and then associated with the big band sound of Chicago

https://youtu.be/7yZT3qpc1qM

"Sitting cross- legged on the floor
This is 25 or 6 to 4"

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Pascal Derrien Hace 5 d · #19

#18 thanks Phil it is actually not autobiographic 😀 Nice words

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Phil Friedman Hace 5 d · #18

A common mistake in literary appreciation is to assume that an author using first-person is always speaking autobiographically. Yet, the best compliment one can pay is, I think, to recognize the strength of the author's words and the images they generate, without making that assumption. I believe you are in an exploratory phase and anticipate you will come through it intact. Cheers, my friend!

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Pascal Derrien Hace 5 d · #17

#15 thanks Ali much appreciated , the topic is delicate especially from the angle I shot from :-)

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Pascal Derrien Hace 5 d · #16

#14 Thanks @Bill King short but not sweet I am afraid on that one :-)

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