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|     Lament in-between jobs the past and The Future    |



These days, what am I doing ?
I wake up every day
I am awake am I
and time -  

but what do I do

I still wake up every day
I do
I do wake up every day
after midday, drink excessive amounts of strong black coffee
too much coffee
in the afternoons


but I do get out of the bed
I do
get up and put on His warm clothes
every day

every day

I compare
quick memory flashes in my mind
I compare quick memory flashes in my mind
I compare

I compare and I am grateful

of my life now
I am grateful
now and then I remember him I compare and I am thankful yes I am

but then I say But


I am grateful of my life now But

I am grateful of my life in My Life
because I remember Him I compare and I am thankful yes I, me, just to be
because I saw how things would be if in the world was a queen like me
because I saw how things should be if in The World was Me as The Fair Queen
because I because I because I gave up to her But why oh why did not She ?

with Him it was not like with him
thus
all still
with Her it is not like with her
I
I open the radio
and look out the window

a deer


walking alone on the field forth and back restless unable to decide if to run like a
wary of the forester machines chooses the longer route to pass the buildings in
avoid entering the narrow passage between the two

walking alone in the wide open field of


Tiina Hölli November 22, 2017 in Writer

- just realized ... - 34 -





- just realized ... - 34 -   


Lament in-between jobs the past and The Future
poem was originally written and published in Writer by © 2017 Tiina Hölli 22.11.2017 11:11


Tiina Hölli  [ Holli ]  
Finnish contemporary visual artist, curator and writer

lives and works mainly in Finland.

www.tiinaholli.weebly.com


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